mini vacay

so i flew out to see friends on a show for new year's. most people think i came out here for a very specific reason, which has to do with a specific person. i like to call that, "jumping to conclusions." it's silly really. can't friends just get together to be together. can't situations just be a bit simpler than people think. i kind-of find it annoying. but i am here, the weather is crazy beautiful, and i am going to have fun tonight gosh dangit!!!!

i am going to think about new year's resolutions. for a hot second...

thought about it, think most are unrealistic, done with that...

happy new year faithful readers, all 4 of you...

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after c-mas

repaired vacuum (by me)--check
baby holding quotient--high
laundry piles--very close
unemployment checks--the mailman hates me
lunch--starving

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trauma!!!!

MY VACUUM CLEANER IS BROKEN...
oh.
the.
agony...

if you know me, you know i love to vacuum. props to grandma for that one. but the belt is broken. how am i supposed to obsess over my floor if i only can use the attachment. it gets old vacuuming a 3 inch square at a time, and kills my back. and all this right before i am to leave again. crap.

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oh my vanity.

so many years ago some friends of mine took me to an indoor rock gym. i didn't really want to go very high, but i did enjoy the act of bouldering. bouldering is simply staying below a certain height and problem solving while you climb. it is very fun, and a great form of exercise. i used muscles i didn't even know i had. i have been researching rock gyms around the country and i am thinking about taking bouldering back up for fun. for all you english majors that was terrible english. shush. anyway, is it wrong that one of the reasons i don't want to boulder, is because i would have to cut my nails? isn't that just the dumbest thing you've ever heard. it makes me feel so stupid, but i just can't cut my nails. so stupid...

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christmas

this time last year i was in the cheenay. all c-mas gifts were ordered online and sent. easy, affordable, and creative ideas which garnered a great response from the family. this year i am home, which hasn't happened in years, and for some reason, buying gifts is a complete catastrophe. i always get gift cards. i travel for a living and that is much easier for me. my mom got me the furniture i wanted, which makes coming home fun. but my god shopping for my family is complete distress. i know what to get babies and 3 year olds, but the adults. i still don't have gifts for them.
i did get myself a lovely micheal kors bag though.
dangit, i have to go shopping again.


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2 in 1 day

i think i may to have to start writing again. i have some shit to say, and this may be the only way to say it. i miss all my friends, from every aspect of my life. tours, home, college, and some high school...
the problem is my little friend, face book. i have too many friends. almost 600. and they are mostly from the road. that's weird if you think about it. i could walk down almost any street in the city(new york) and say hello to someone, but in my hometown of 62,000 of 27 years, i know barely a soul. that is weird. i see a few folks now and then, but what is keeping my from moving to the place where i know everyone? in new york, there are not enough trees. simply put, central park doesn't do it for me. i am rambling. i am so indecisive.

george bush

i do not agree with the war, but i support our troops.
if that guy could've only hit george with the shoe...